Last week, Principal gave everyone a photocopied newspaper article on an ex-gaming addict. He spoke to us about this article somewhere last month as well, while he was revealing the past year 'O' level results to us (and when we had tremendous stress). So everyone had a nice nice big A3 size article about this:
I guess this article won't apply to us, because being in a mugging class, no one plays Maple Story (I think only Alvin does, though). Like what Mrs Setho (Physics teacher) likes to say, "I am worried for you all, not because you all don't study, but because you all study too much." Haha. So, so far 3 of these articles have been pasted up on the notice board, each one edited in its own way. So one of the edited versions was:
Confessions of an ex-gaming junkie
Benjamin Toh was active in school until he became addicted to Maple Story, an online fantasy game. He spent hours playing the game, neglected his studies and eventually had to stay back in Secondary 3. The 17-year-old, who is from a top boys' school, looks back and tells Tessa Wong what went wrong.
"I HAVE been a gaming fanatic since my primary school days. I started with games like Red Alert and when I got older I got hooked on massive multi-player online role-playing games (MMORPG).
But my serious addiction started two years ago, with a game called Maple Story. It is a fantasy game where you can battle monsters and go on quests. My schoolmates introduced me to it in the middle of 2004, when I was in Secondary 2. I went home that day and immediately downloaded the programme and started playing it on my laptop. I just could not stop.
By the time I was in Secondary 3, I was rushing home from school and locking myself in my room to play it, often all the way up to midnight. Sometimes, I would play for over 10 hours a day, taking breaks only to go to the toilet or to gobble up my food.
My father is a logistics manager and my mother is an administrative assistant, and I am an only child with my own room. When they returned home at about 6pm, I would usually be playing Maple Story. They would tell me at least once a day to stop playing so much, but I ignored them. Back then, all I could think of was having fun.
My addiction was at its worst during school holidays. I have played up to 24 hours straight. Sometimes I would play up to 6am, then wake up at 3pm and continue to play again. I was also spending quite a bit of money on the game. I spent over $600 on Maple Story prepaid cards, which you can buy from 7-11 to redeem "cash items" in the online game. I skipped meals in school to save up for that.
I really became a totally different person.
Before this, I used to run in competitions and win medals. I was in the National Police Cadet Corps. But after I got addicted, I gave up almost all these things. I did not really have a social life too. My friends would call me about two or three times a day to ask me to hang out with them, but I kept rejecting them to stay at home to play Maple Story. They gradually stopped inviting me. But I didn't care, I was concentrating on playing my game.
Maybe it was part of growing up too, I was being rebellious. The more people don't want you to do something, the more you want to do it. My mother kept saying that if I continued playing I wouldn't do as well in my studies as other boys, but I just ignored her.
A lot of my older friends were playing it and I wanted to join them online. But they were already in polytechnics and had more time, I forgot that I still had secondary school to worry about, that I had to start preparing for my O-levels.
I started failing tests in the middle of 2005. I used to get about 60 upon 100 for my tests, then my marks dropped to around 30 upon 100 for nearly all of my subject tests.
It was dangerous, I felt I was losing direction in my life even though I was still happy-go-lucky during my exams, and continued playing a lot. It was only when my teachers announced that a number of students wouldn't graduate to Secondary 4 that I started worrying. Then I got my report card: I had passed only two subjects, English and Higher Chinese, out of seven. I had to repeat my Secondary 3. I was really depressed, and my parents were very upset.
My vice-principal said that she wanted to help push me to the next level, but I more or less made the choice to be retained. I realised that my studies were weak, and that I really wanted to get my foundation for Secondary 4 right.
Getting that report card was an eye-opening experience. I realised that I had to get over my addiction, and I just gradually stopped playing so much.
Other people helped too: My friends helped by refusing to play with me online, and my parents would confiscate my laptop sometimes. I have a new computer now, but I play only Maple Story and this other MMORPG called Audition for about two hours a day.
Life has been much better since I cut down. At the end of last year, I passed all my seven subjects and made it to Secondary 4. For most of the subjects I scored 60 upon 100 and in some I even scored 70 upon 100. Now, I also hang out with lots of new friends instead of being cooped up at home.
I am not really ashamed that I was so addicted. I still think playing MMORPG is okay, just that you really should not play it too much. You end up sacrificing a lot of time which could be spent with your family or doing constructive things. You end up throwing your life away on a game and it is just not worth it.
I guess this article won't apply to us, because being in a mugging class, no one plays Maple Story (I think only Alvin does, though). Like what Mrs Setho (Physics teacher) likes to say, "I am worried for you all, not because you all don't study, but because you all study too much." Haha. So, so far 3 of these articles have been pasted up on the notice board, each one edited in its own way. So one of the edited versions was:
Confessions of an ex-gamingmugging junkie
Benjamin Toh was active in school until he became addicted toMaple StoryA-Maths,an online fantasy gamea branch of Mathematics. He spent hoursplaying the gamestudying A-Maths, neglected hisstudiessocial life and eventually had tostay back in Secondary 3jump straight to university. The 17-year-old, who is from a top boys' school, looks back and tells Tessa Wong what went wrong.
"I HAVE been agaming fanaticdiehard mugger since my primary school days. I started withgamessubjects likeRed AlertMaths and when I got older I got hooked onmassive multi-player online role-playing games (MMORPG)to harder and more challenging topics like solving quartic equations.
But my serious addiction started two years ago, with agamesubject calledMaple StoryAdditional Mathematics. It is afantasy gamesubject where you canbattle monsterssolve equations andgo on questsprove theorems. My schoolmates introduced me to it in the middle of 2004, when I was in Secondary 2. I went home that day and immediatelydownloaded the programmedoing research and startedplaying it on my laptopstudying. I just could not stop.
By the time I was in Secondary 3, I was rushing home from school and locking myself in my room toplaystudy it, often all the way up to midnight. Sometimes, I wouldplaymug for over 10 hours a day, taking breaks only to go to the toilet or to gobble up my food.
My father is a logistics manager and my mother is an administrative assistant, and I am an only child with my own room. When they returned home at about 6pm, I would usually beplaying Maple Storymugging A-Maths. They would tell me at least once a day to stopplayingmugging so much, but I ignored them. Back then, all I could think of washaving funstudying.
My addiction was at its worst during school holidays. I haveplayedstudied up to 24 hours straight. Sometimes I wouldplaystudy up to 6am, then wake up at 3pm and continue toplaystudy again. I was also spending quite a bit of money on thegamesubject. I spent over $600 onMaple Story prepaidflash cards, which you can buy from7-11 to redeem "cash items" in the online gamePopular bookstores. I skipped meals in school to save up for that.
I really became a totally different person.
Before this, I used to run in competitions and win medals. I was in the National Police Cadet Corps. But after I got addicted, I gave up almost all these things. I did not really have a social life too. My friends would call me about two or three times a day to ask me to hang out with them, but I kept rejecting them to stay at home toplay Maple Storystudy A-Maths. They gradually stopped inviting me. But I didn't care, I was concentrating onplaying my gamemy studies.
Maybe it was part of growing up too, I was being rebellious. The more people don't want you to do something, the more you want to do it. My mother kept saying that if I continuedplayingstudying I wouldn'tdoastoo well in my studies as compared to other boys, but I just ignored her.
A lot of my older friends wereplayinglearning it and I wanted to join themonlinein the library. But they were already in polytechnics and had more time, I forgot that I stillhadwas in secondary schoolto worry about, that I had to start preparingand needed to relax for my O-levels.
I startedfailingachieving full marks in my tests in the middle of 2005. I used to get about6090 upon 100 for my tests, then my marksdroppedincreased to around3098 upon 100 for nearly all of my subject tests.
It was dangerous, I felt I was losing direction in my life even though I was still happy-go-lucky during my exams, and continuedplayingmugging a lot. It was only when my teachers announced that a number of students wouldn'tgraduate toSecondary 4university that I started worrying. Then I got my report card: I hadpassed only two subjects, English and Higher Chinese, out of sevenachieved full marks for every subject, all 11 of them. I had torepeat my Secondary 3move up to university. I was really depressed, and my parents were very upset.
My vice-principal said that she wanted to helppushme tothe next levelretain, but I more or less made the choice tobe retainedstudy less. I realised that my studies wereweaktoo strong, and that I really wanted toget my foundationrelax for Secondary 4right.
Getting that report card was an eye-opening experience. I realised that I had to get over my addiction, and I just gradually stoppedplayingstudying so much.
Other people helped too: My friends helped by refusing toplaystudy with meonline, and my parents would confiscate mylaptoptextbook sometimes. I have a newcomputertextbook now, but Iplaystudy onlyMaple Storytrigonometry and this otherMMORPGbranch of Mathematics calledAuditionCalculus for about two hours a day.
Life has been much better since I cut down. At the end of last year, I passedall myonly seven subjects andmade it tohad to retain in Secondary 4. For most of the subjects I scored6080 upon 100 and in some I even scored 70 upon 100. Now, I also hang out with lots of new friends instead of being cooped up at home.
I am not really ashamed that I was so addicted. I still thinkplaying MMORPGstudying is okay, just that you really should notplay itstudy too much. You end up sacrificing a lot of time which could be spent with your family or doing constructive things. You end up throwing your life away on agamesubject and it is just not worth it.
2 Comments:
Haha! Nice edited article!
Unknown commented at 7/3/07 19:39
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omg, the edited version is hilarious
suwei commented at 7/3/07 20:58
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